Meaning

I've finally succumbed to the pressure and decided to begin a blog. I'm not sure where it will go, but I'm praying for direction. I decided on the title because Matthew 17:20 says" ...if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'move from here to there', and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."

The truth is my faith is as small as a mustard seed and needs to grow. Each day has the potential for a miracle, and I've seen a few over the years. I plan to document all my faith steps and the miracles that follow right here.

I'm single and terrified of putting myself out there when it comes to love. I have so many walls up, a man would have to cross the barrier electric fence, scale the brick wall and climb over glass and barb wire to land safely on the other side. Upon landing, he would still need perform mission impossible to get through a field of laser beams intended to sound an alarm to warn me it is time to get out! I find that most men are not interested in that much effort.

Just a few nights ago, I took a big step. I turned the electric fence off, and struck up a conversation with a man I found attractive. I was successful in my endeavor, and he quickly asked for my phone number and asked me out. This is huge! I can't remember the last time I had a date. Well, within 3 hours he turned into a creeper, and I had to cut him lose. The truth is, he might not be a creeper, but I wasn't ready to take down the glass and barb wire yet. I took a step though, and I'm leaving the electric fence off. I'll be striking up conversation with future potentials from this pioint forward. Yay me.