Thursday, September 23, 2010

Search Me O God

This morning I read the Hymn "Search Me, O God". A few lines are things like, "Lord, take my life, and make it wholly Thine", and "Take all my will, my passion, self, and pride", and "Grant my desire to magnify Thy name". These are some very tough words to sing. I actually have never heard this hymn that I'm aware so I only read it. I did not sing it. If anyone knows the tune, let me know. Following the reading of this hymn, I read Romans chapter 8. Romans Chapter 8 is rich with truth and one of the chapters I must read over and over and piece by piece to really take it all in. This morning, I was reminded that ALL things work together for the good of those who love Him and have been called according to His purpose, and that it is IN all these things that we are more than conquerors. Did you catch that? IN all these things we are more than conquerors, not when they are over, but IN all these things.

The last week has been difficult at work, but in the grand scheme of the suffering in the world, my sufferings are miniscule. And yet, my attitude has been affected quite dramatically by these little irritations. I am very disappointed in myself, and am reminded that I am still a sinner. I know that my reactions have been selfish and usually are focused on how these minor inconveniences affect me. It is not about me! I pray today that I will be controlled by the Spirit, and that my actions will represent Christ. Lord, please search my heart and grant my desire to magnify Thy name. I must decrease and He must increase.

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